Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Nesting and Not Nesting

I am so eager to have this baby here! I swear there is not a spare inch inside me for it grow anymore! I am tired of the back pain, the legs going numb and the jabs at my ribs!

I have been so anxious about it that I have been getting the nursery all set up and ready.... I still have 4 weeks left... maybe less! HOORAY! I have not done it this early with any of the others. I just feel like I am soooooo ready to have this baby!

Yet, every time I think about it, I get soooooo terrified! I am not the biggest fan of, well, LABOR! It always has gone very well for me and I have recovered quickly, but just the thought of LABOR is freaking me out this time.

I am also a bit scared of having 4 kids... probably should have thought about that before now. Well, I actually did, but I thought I would be ready by the time it was really here. I guess I have 4 weeks to get ready.... maybe less! AARGH!

Oh well, life is an adventure, right?

8 comments:

Nicole said...

I know how you feel but I have 7 weeks left, crazy and feel the same way. You will be a great mom of 4 but I know how you feel I sometimes wonder if I'll be ready for 4 too. Freaks me out at times. Good luck!

Windybrook Spinner said...

Well, I just think you are amazing. May the fourth be a ray of sunshine and be an easy baby, though I am beginning to wonder if there really is such a thing.

Emily Horrocks said...

I'm only on my 2nd kid but I totally relate. After the last delivery, I remember thinking: "I can do that again!!" (as long as I have the epi), but I am more terrified than ever now.
Just think: the pregnancy is the EASY part so enjoy these last few weeks!!

Ray said...

Hey Luann, this is Jenny (our account is under my husband). I was surfing around and found your blog from a link to a link to a link... hope you don't mind. Congratulations on #4! You guys must be busy! Good luck!

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sorry, this is jenny (nagata, in case you were wondering) again - something is deathly wrong with our account and it is re-sending comments every time I hit the "back" button. sorry!

Lissie said...

Congratulations, Ookie! Awesome family! Love, Kermit